Ariestanabirah

I never felt lost you Cause I never had you I never felt miss you Cause I never lost you Missing Or Losing The reason is I have little moments There was the time where You and me spent together For the meeting For the separate For the moments For my self and memories with you I felt lost Cause no moments can I create with you again I felt miss Cause no time can make me with you again Note : Beberapa hari yang lalu saya menonton sebuah video youtube, " Ayumi Hamasaki - Hanabi". Di video itu, ada translate liriknya. Potongan liriknya : " Aku tidak pernah merindukanmu   karena aku tidak pernah memiliki   moment bersamamu   karena itu aku ingin bertemu,   sangat ingin bertemu" Dari sebuah artikel yang saya baca, lagu Hanabi tersebut ditulis Ayumi untuk neneknya. Sempat terharu ketika mendengar lagu ini karena musik dan melodinya yang 'dark', ballad. Saya jadi menulis 'moment'. Saya ingat seorang sahabat saya, dia lagi merinduka...

Kali ini, Sudut pandang diubah Cerita dibalik Pemeran diganti Menemukan hal baru Melihat hal berbeda Kesedihan yang diperbaharui Rasa bersalah yang menghantui Yang tidak diketahui Yang selama ini terabaikan Yang kini disesali Yang mendadak ditangisi Kata maaf Kata sesal Tidak akan cukup untuk mengobati Tidak akan pernah mampu menyembuhkan Luka yang tergores Luka yang menusuk dalam Tanpa diketahui, perlahan tapi pasti Perih tapi tak boleh berteriak Ah bukan, Begitu perihnya hingga suara itu tak terdengar.

When see you smile brightly It's enough Although I realize the reason is not me There is someone else on your side She is a special reason When hear you laugh freely It's enough Although I must pretend to laugh too There is pain on my heart Pain is given, free and easy I'll stay, make sure you'll happy It's enough I'll pray, make sure you'll safe It's enough When the lies come and see me It's enough Help me to hide the pain just for minutes Erasing the scar that I can see When the words go and fly away It's enough No need to explain, you shouldnt understand Without words it's fine Better than fine. I'll stay, make sure you'll loved It's enough I'll pray, make sure she'll love It's enough So, go on please You and her I'll stay here, see you Show to you, This love gave me courage I'll stay here, watch you Show to you, this pain make me stronger Just go on I'll allright withou...

It's better to far away Better than close Cause the things those far look 'good' You or me We shouldnt know well each other Cause when we know each other We just hurt each other We shouldnt close Close cause the place, not heart When I realize that it'll better if I'm not there be with you It's not about the distance It's about how much we hurt When we close because the place When I ignore, not care, cause my bad We shouldnt close We should far away Just meet for several times Like you and them So just the good things those you see and know The good things can you say Note : Saya kadang berfikir "Lebih baik kita jauh dibandingkan dekat tetapi tidak peduli, hanya mengatakan keburukan". It's here, a place. Memaksa saya untuk bergegas, must to left this place soon. Repeated, kembali terulang. Kata-kata berisik itu, urusai. Lebih baik jauh dibandingkan dekat Agar kata-kata buruk dari saya tidak saya katakan lagi Agar piki...